just can't

i can't live knowing that someone have the control
and i got just a few bucks, never more than that
i can't live knowing that i'm getting older to death
i can't live knowing that someday i will die

i can't sit and hear your excuses for everything
that goes wrong in your life or in mine
i can't sit and watch as the sun goes down
i can't sit and wait without drawning a line

between everything you really believe
and everything you were told to
all the things that you are obrigated
and all the things that you love to do

now it's just a blur
now it's just a blur

i can't run away from all those who hate me
and just want to beat me all way down
i can't run from an ocean of sickness
i can't run because i'm gonna drown

i can't change my ideals because they
look so wrong to a person with no vision
i can't change my life just for money
i can't change my enourmos confusion

between everything you really believe
and everything you were told to
all the things that you are obrigated
and all the things that you love to do

now it's just a blur
now i'm just a blur